Archive for July, 2008

Normalcy

This past week has been so normal.  Sunday, C-Dub and I went to see The Color Purple at the Fox Theater.  It was wonderful!  I had wanted to see it since it first came out, but going to New york to see it seemed impossible!  So when the tickets went on sale here in Atlanta 3 [...]

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Books

I LOVE to read!! In my house, there is literally a book on every surface(much to C-Dub’s dismay).  I keep running out of bookcases!  Anyway, I found this list on Tales of a Brown-eyed-girl’s blog.
Here’s how it works:
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline [...]

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?

So OK.  My baby cuz did turn out to be pregnant.  She took 4 tests and got 4 BFP’s before she was convinced.  How ironic is that?  I am happy for her.  I can’t wait to play with her baby.  But…..you know.
I was trying to explain how I feel about all of this to my [...]

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Not that into it.

Nothing new in baby making news.  I guess I am in the “Waiting to O” stage.  I was saying that I was going to take Musinex this month to increase EWCM, but I don’t know.  I don’t feel like being bothered.  I haven’t taken my temps in the last two days, and I had a [...]

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Other people’s pregnancies

Sooooo.  Sooooo.  My cousin S, who is the youngest in my family at 23, called me today for some advice.  I am a nurse after all, and a Labor and Delivery one at that.  Now, S called me to tell me that she was late…..with her period……….
She took a cheap pregnancy test, and got a faint [...]

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Putting Things in Perspective

So yesterday at work, 2 co-workers decided to pull me aside(why me?) and confide that they were pregnant.  It’s like the universe is mocking me.  At least that how is seems. It was hard to stay upbeat and not kick, scream and cry, but I did it.  I even made all the appropriate noises and said the right things.  After [...]

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The fat lady is singing…..but chocolate drowns that bitch out.

I give up.  I started spotting again this morning with these horrible cramps.  My cramps have NEVER been this bad! It’s like some horrible penance for hoping for a BFP.  TMI here, but I put in a tampon and an hour later, it was full.  C-Dub finally realized how important this is to me when he [...]

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Temps down…………………………

I think I’m out.  Temps were way low this morning, below the cover-line.  I am trying not to loose it. Doesn’t help that I have to go to a housewarming party today with a couple who got pregnant by “accident.”  The baby is 4 months.  I love babies and all, but not in the mood [...]

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POAS?

Sooo, I went out and bought a couple of pregnancy tests.  And not the cheap ones either.  I got a digital Clearblue easy.  I don’t want to have to guess about is there a line or not.  I want the damn thing to say Pregnant or not pregnant. 
But why am I torturing myself by just having [...]

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Hope still alive…..Post O Day 11

Soooo.  She’s still not here.  I did see a little spotting yesterday, so I wasn’t that hopeful, but none today!  My temps went back up a little.  I am still having a little cramping, but not that much.  The cramping sort of gives me hope because I never, ever have cramping except on the 2nd [...]

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