What to write? I’ve been trying to write a post for several days now, and nothing seems to come out.  I am still waiting.  I was hoping (due to the fact that I no longer have insurance) that I would go ahead and miscarry naturally.  But  other than some on and off spotting, nothing is [...]

Thank you for your prayers.
But it seems that this pregnancy was not meant to be.  The bleeding continued today, I went to the Dr, they did a ultrasound, and there was no heartbeat. 
Now, we wait.  I’ll see what happens this weekend( if I naturally miscarry), and on Monday, I’ll call and maybe go ahead and [...]

I just went to the bathroom and noticed some spotting.
I am scared.

10 weeks 4 days……Drumroll…..Thunder………Crash!

Sooooo. C-Dub’s job just told him to go ahead and clean out his desk this morning, and just go on home.  Mind you, this is after he has spent the gas money to get there.( Yeah, I know gas is now cheaper, but when someone is now UNEMPLOYED, you can’t take any $ for granted.)  [...]

Discoveries……..

I remembered something today while at work.
I am a Labor and Delivery Nurse.
Do you know what that means?  It means that I have unlimited access to sono machines, Doppler’s, fetal monitoring equipment……….
You see where I am going with this.
The bright light went off over my head when I got called down to recovery room to [...]

A Kumquat vs a Prune

I think this looks better than a prune….

10 WEEKS

A PRUNE!?!?!?! WTF?
Just taking it one week at a time. 
New Pregnancy symptom: WAY too much gas.  This is really embarrassing…………..but ironic!

the interview that wasn’t

So, the so called interview turned out to be a scouting expedition on the part of the hospital.    Turns out, they just filled the position that I was applying for, and they won’t have any others until January.  I could technically wait until January, but who wants to ?  C-Dub may be out of work [...]

job searches

Sooo.  I have a job interview today.  Over the phone.  Now.  Let me just say that usually, over the phone interviews are reserved for when I do travel nurse assignments, not “I live in your city, approximately 5 miles away” interviews.  Hmmmm.  It’s a small hospital.  Or at least, it’s a smallish unit.  I really [...]

break it down……

You know, last night, I finally had to break it down to C-Dub. 
He had been making snide little comments about the amount of time I have been sleeping.  I finally had to break it down to him that I am dead tired! Sure, I didn’t work at all this week, but hey, I am making [...]