Lord knows that I love my family. Love them to death. But honestly, I will be so glad when they all just go away. I miss my quiet house, I miss having my TV all to myself and not always tuned in to ESPN s courtesy of my father and brother. I hate having to clean [...]
Archive for December, 2008
23 Dec
Irony
So, my house is clean, and family should be arriving shortly. Let the madness begin.
I went for a pre-interview for a job with benefits today. Since C-Dub got laid off, I have been scrambling trying to find a full time job with insurance. It’s hard out there, even for a nurse! Well, the staffing agency [...]
22 Dec
Oh, I forgot……
Oh, I forgot! For any IComLeavWe people, a little background!
I am 32, have been married for 3 years. We have been TTC #1 since September/October 2007. Finally got my BFP in October when I was supposed be taking a break for the month. I noticed some spotting the Monday before Thanksgiving. On that Wednesday, there [...]
22 Dec
IComLeavWe!
I love IComLeavWe!!!! Thank you so much for all the comments and positive thoughts! I have enjoyed reading everyone’s blogs and it is wonderful to have such support from this wonderful community of women! I can’t wait to get to know everyone better!
As for me. I am doing better today. C-Dub and I had what [...]
19 Dec
Normal
So I had my 2 week followup appointment today. Everything seems to be “back to normal.” Whatever “normal” is. My bleeding has basically slowed, gone bye bye, just some occasional spotting. Dr K tried his best to reassure me that this was probably just a fluke. That everything was OK and that since I had [...]
17 Dec
Self inflicted torture and questions.
Soooo. I don’t know why I torture myself. But anyway, I was curious.
I took a pregnancy test today.
Of course it was positive. Still. Almost 2 weeks after the D&C. Hmmmm.
Should I be worried? It wasn’t a faint positive either. It was a positive positive.
Soooo, the HCG is still running strong in my system. I was curious [...]
15 Dec
It’s the most wonderful time of the year……..
Christmas is next week!!!!!
OMG! I love Christmas. Love it love it love it! I am the one who can’t wait to have my Christmas tree up the day after thanksgiving. I am the one who religiously plays Christmas music every day until Christmas. I shop carefully for gifts. I can’t wait to be with family [...]
14 Dec
A new day.
Friday, I made C-Dub cry.
I admit that I have been self absorbed these last few weeks. It’s been all about me me me. I thought, no I expected C-Dub to support me and understand and that was that. But I never really considered him beyond that. That makes me a bad wife I am sure, [...]
10 Dec
What more can I say?
So.
I am……………unsure of what to say.
I was doing fine, then suddenly, I started bleeding much more heavily and it just hit me.
I am no longer pregnant.
I keep trying to move on, to “get over it.” But I seem to keep getting smacked upside the head with it.
I work in freakin Labor and Delivery. My patient [...]
28 Dec
Positive Thinking
Posted by rosesdaughter in Uncategorized. Tagged: blogging, comments, ICLW, positive thinking, pregnancy, ttc. 5 Comments
So. During this ICLW week, I have enjoyed making comments on everyone’s blogs. It’s nice to live outside myself for a while and read about the lives of others. But. Making comments has it’s drawbacks it seems.
I am a big believer in thinking positive. But, I will be the first to admit that it doesn’t always [...]
Continue reading »