just another day…..

This weekend of was uneventful.  I laid on the couch all day Saturday.  Did absolutely nothing. 
C-Dub finally got to feel the baby kicking away at about 3 am.  We just laid there in the dark, waiting for the Boy to show Daddy how strong he was getting.  Really neat.
Sunday, I went to Babies R Us [...]

Evening thoughts

Sometimes, I think being a nurse( working in Labor and Delivery and in a RE’s office has forever skewed my view on life/pregnancy. 
Even though I have been in L&D for the last 10 years and have seen just how wrong things can go, I never thought of it in terms of  me.   I never thought [...]

Worry and mayhem

Why do dead baby thoughts persist?
Here I am 23 weeks, 5 days.  And I am scared/paranoid beyond belief.
Baby boy hasn’t been moving as much here lately.  In the past few weeks, he has been a active little person, kicking and squirming away.  Now, there is almost nothing.
Now, intellectually, I know that really, baby movements at [...]

23 week ruminations…..

This week’s list:
Things that are in:
Hope.  23 weeks and 2 days today.  5 days until viability.
Childhood cereals: Fruit Loops, Frosted Flakes, Captain Crunch…..
Kicks:My child is getting stronger in there. And he likes to prove it to me late at night when I’m supposed to be sleeping.  He’s even giving me a preview right now as I [...]

23 weeks 1 day

6 days until 24 weeks.
Viability.
My holy grail up until this point. 
That’s all I have to say for now.