a new day

Soooooo. My period finally started on Thursday afternoon.  What a relief.  I think I’m going to stay away from that progesterone cream. 
In a moment of clarity(an epiphany if you will) I realized that TTC is messing with my peace of mind.  Badly.  Really bad.  My sanity is at stake here.
I talked to C-Dub about it.  [...]

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trials of a strange cycle.

I am trying to not go crazy here.
So after I POAS and got a BFN, I noticed lots of AF like cramping and finally, I felt like AF had started.
Rushed to the bathroom, and placed a pad.  But nothing.  But with the cramping, I wasn’t taking any chances.
But all day, ever time I went to [...]

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CD 5

Happy MLK Day!
Well, I just had one of my shortest AF’s ever.  I haven’t had a 3 day AF since I was on birth control well over a year ago.  I guess it’s because there was really no lining to shed.  So, today, I guess I’ll go out and get some OPK’s  But I am [...]

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CD3

Today at work, I had the pleasure of taking care of my friend while she was being induced to have her baby.  This is the same friend whose baby shower I went to the day after my D&C.  She had 2 miscarriages and is finally having a baby.  I wish I could say that I [...]

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10DPO

I am waiting. Trying to be patient. My temps dropped this morning. 10dpo. Is AF eminent? Isn’t that good? I get to start TTC for real now. OPK’s, temps, cervical checks…..all that good stuff.
Why am I not excited?

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7day post O

OK.  So I joined Weight Watchers today.  The not pregnant, pregnant looking body has got to go.
MOVING ON!
In the one week wait here, and I must say I am having the worst pre AF cramps I have ever had in my life!  What I am feeling is what I usually get the first day ONLY [...]

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Normal

So I had my 2 week followup appointment today.  Everything seems to be “back to normal.”  Whatever “normal” is.   My bleeding has basically slowed, gone bye bye, just some occasional spotting.  Dr K tried his best to reassure me that this was probably just a fluke.  That everything was OK and that since I had [...]

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Self inflicted torture and questions.

Soooo.  I don’t know why I torture myself.  But anyway, I was curious. 
I took a pregnancy test today. 
Of course it was positive.  Still. Almost 2 weeks after the D&C. Hmmmm.
Should I be worried?  It wasn’t a faint positive either.  It was a positive positive.  
Soooo, the HCG is still running strong in my system.  I was curious [...]

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update

Forget the last post.  I just noted some spotting.  I don’t know if i should be happy or sad?

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???????????

WTF is my period?  No cramps, no nothing, no IPS, no spotting, no heaviness, no breast tenderness, no nausea, no vomiting, NOTHING! But it’s due according to FF.  Test date is tomorrow!  I never make it to the test date.  I don’t want to get my hopes up.  I really don’t!  I was so certain that [...]

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