33 weeks:No swine, baby showers, and baby stuff

Week 33:
7 weeks to go!
I feel better. The it turned out to be a bad cold.  I thought it might be the flu when my temperature started inching up Thursday night, but I took some Tylenol, and it never went back up.  Lots of juice and water later, and my temps stayed around 98 degrees.  My [...]

Ins and Outs at 21 weeks………

Ok, 21 weeks.  Four more to go until I reach viablility. Well, technically three more, but 25 weeks sounds better to me.
Went to a baby shower today for one of my friends who got knocked up accidentaly.  Must be nice.
It was nice, and the whole time, I was imagining that it was my baby shower.  [...]

Weekend observations.

So……..
I go to work today, working at the hospital for an odd weekend shift.  (Still need that extra money you know).  So, I get there, do a delivery, chill.  I’m doing all right.  Get another patient.  Chill.  Deliver( and I do mean deliver, literally.  The doctor didn’t make it. ) someone else’s patient.  Then, I get [...]

I survived.

I went to a baby shower today.  What possessed me?  I survived .  My friend was nice and round and pregnant.  She is due in 10 weeks.  A couple of other friends brought their children(all under 2).  One other had her 1 month old baby boy, still breastfeeding. I was surrounded by fertility.  SURROUNDED.  And [...]

What to write? I’ve been trying to write a post for several days now, and nothing seems to come out.  I am still waiting.  I was hoping (due to the fact that I no longer have insurance) that I would go ahead and miscarry naturally.  But  other than some on and off spotting, nothing is [...]