You know, I’m trying to put things into perspective here. 
Today was a bad day. 
I dreamed this morning that I was holding my baby in my arms.  I woke up, quietly cried in the bathroom, peed on a stick, saw the negative and tried to move on.  My “trainers” at work were both missing in action.  [...]

trials of a strange cycle.

I am trying to not go crazy here.
So after I POAS and got a BFN, I noticed lots of AF like cramping and finally, I felt like AF had started.
Rushed to the bathroom, and placed a pad.  But nothing.  But with the cramping, I wasn’t taking any chances.
But all day, ever time I went to [...]

10DPO

So of course, I couldn’t resist today.  The temps had gone down yesterday, only to shoot back up this morning. 
BFN of course.
I just couldn’t help myself.
But on the bright side, fist sign of a pregnancy symptom: my nipples are HUGE! Now that ’s just weird.

BFN

Nuff said.