Posted by: Rose's Daughter | April 6, 2009

where are my symptoms?????????????

of course, I am freakin out today.

I feel like my symptoms are going away.

Last time, I didn’t pay attention when this happened.  I was so excited to be feeling “good” for a change.

Sooo, this morning, the girls:not sore. I poked and poked.  Nothing.

Not so tired either. Not so gassy, and I don’t have to pee as much.

Of course, I am freaking out.

FREAKING OUT.

I took a pregnancy test today, and of course it was positive. But really, I had a BFP for weeks after my D&C, so that doesn’t really assure me.  It did show up nice and quick as usual though.

I just want to scream in frustration.  What do I do?  Do I break down at work and ask for a quick scan with one of the ob techs? We usually schedule the first scans for about 6+ weeks.  Or do I wait, patiently.

I don’t know.  Damned if I do, damned if I don’t.  I really don’t want bad news on my birthday.

But It’s only 7 1/2 days away. 

Maybe it’s all in my head.

Maybe I just need to chill.

Lord have mercy.

Today I am pregnant?

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Responses

  1. Don´t worry…I totally understand what ur feeling…but in my experience symptoms come and go…there will be days when your boobs wont be as sore, and then the soreness will come back ýou´ll see!!!! as hard as it is, try to relax…Sending you positive vibes!!

  2. You are so PREGNANT!!

    Sending you lots of love & hugs!! =)

  3. I’m so sorry you are feeling this fear and anxiety. Pregnancy after loss is just one big fat rollercoaster and we are here sitting with you in the seats!!! Hang on tight…


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